27 Jan The Prevailing Notion to Live
The journey through grief can often feel overwhelming, filled with emotions that ebb and flow like the tides. In moments of deep sorrow, I found wisdom and guidance from God’s counsel, which became my prevailing notion of faith. This transformative truth served as my anchor, sail, and compass, helping me navigate the complexities of my grief. As each layer of grief unfolds, God’s wisdom reveals itself to me, drawing closer as my heart finds answers.
I remember a moment when I shared my heart’s desire with God, saying, “If you want to take me now, then that would be okay with me.” In response, I received a gentle reminder: “You’ve assured that everyone else I have placed within your care is happy, well, and taken care of. Should I take you now, and not do the same for you? I want you to know that you will live to see and experience those things, too.” It became clear that God wanted me to embrace life fully, assuring me that joy and fulfillment were still ahead. “Your mom would not want me to take you now, Beloved, and that is not My divine desire either. Live, for you have so much life left to experience.”
Reflecting on my mother’s testimony from years past during one of her own struggles, I recalled her spirit in the ambulance, speaking with unwavering conviction even as she later found herself on a ventilator in the ICU. Her declaration—“I shall live and not die and declare the works of the Lord”—resonated deeply within me. Even amidst the hardest trials, that promise urged me to hold fast and keep my voice alive.
Years later, my mom left this world from another intensive care unit, leaving a remarkable legacy of faith. Throughout her life, she embodied her beliefs, consistently living out the works of the Lord and inspiring everyone around her. Her unwavering spirit and dedication shaped our understanding of love, resilience, and hope. Even in adversity, my mother’s life was a testament to the strength derived from deep, abiding faith—a legacy that continues to influence me and so many others long after her passing.
Ultimately, my journey through grief brought me closer to the heart of God. In that sacred space, overflowing with comfort, I discovered a love so profound that it became a lifeline in my darkest moments. Wrapped in the warmth of His solace, I realized I was not alone, and that amidst grief, hope continued to flourish.
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